| My story
My wife, Janice, is the nicest person I know. She has a quirk,
though. She doesn't like creepy-crawlies. This is a bit of problem because the
rest of the family does. The children get this condition from me and I inherited
it from my parents. My father once failed to stop a goal because he was
distracted by some ants on the soccer field. My mother loved all creatures
except caterpillars. Our eldest daughter, Rachel, is fearless. Don't try this at
home, but she will hold our pet scorpion in her hands. Our son, Nathan, is molly
about dinosaurs. He could read the word 'Triceratops' before he could
read the word 'they'! Our youngest daughter, Sharon, is as inquisitive as the
rest. When she was four years old she asked Janice, "Mommy, did God build this
house?" Even at this young age she was trying to figure out how God fits into
this world. Now imagine that Sharon was your daughter, how would you answer her?
Some say "No", but then in order to give God something to do, add something like
" … but He did supply the materials." Notice the natural curiosity children
have for understanding God's relationship to the world. For some, however, this
curiosity can turn to dread. This happened to me. Allow me to tell you my
story and how I got over it.
Before I became a Christian, I thought that science was
everything. I even thought it could answer the big questions - such as the
meaning and purpose of life. So, it was with high expectations that I began
university to study the life sciences. I had half-expected the big answers to
come in a lecture theatre. Instead, they came when two students knocked on
my door at the men's residence. They explained that the purpose of life is to
have a personal relationship with God and He had made this possible through the
death of His Son, Jesus Christ. For the first time I appreciated the
extraordinary lengths God took to reconcile us to Himself. My heart melted
and I gave my life to Jesus Christ. I am very glad about the decision I made for
Him.
I would like to be able to say that everything went well from
then on, but it did not. The chief difficulty was trying to reconcile my
new-found faith, which was so important to me, with my studies. At first it was
easy. When threatened I simply dismissed evolution as "just a theory." But as I
became more acquainted with the evidence, this approach became increasingly
difficult to sustain. I fell into intellectual anguish as I tried to harmonise
my studies and my faith. Deep down I did not think they could be reconciled.
Doubts arose about some key tenets of the Christian faith. I would sing hymns
and feel hypocritical because I could not sing whole-heartededly; I would skip
over certain parts and feel guilty – now because I was not worshipping God as I
should. I could not enjoy my studies either, because I felt they were a threat
to my faith.
Today I am able to sing hymns (still badly) with gusto. My faith
remained intact not because I discovered some theory that finally
reconciled the creation and evolution debate but because the Founder of
the Christian faith came to be the Foundation of my faith. Jesus came to
be not just Who I believed in, but also the reason for my belief. I came to
realise that when Jesus said, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one
comes to the Father but through me" He was saying that He is the only ultimately
significant truth there is - not the only truth there is. His identity does not
depend on a resolution of any scientific issue whatsoever. Jesus is who He is
whether the earth is flat or round, young or old and whether evolution is true
or false. I developed deep convictions about the Person of Jesus - that He is
the Son of God and the Messiah. So, it was in knowing Jesus that my faith
remained intact even though I had no answers to some very troubling and
difficult questions. To the extent that my faith was truly in Him, I found
myself unshaken by contemporary scientific controversies and free to follow the
fossil evidence – wherever it might lead.
This website is devoted to sharing both the joy I have found in
Christ and the enjoyment I have found in science - including evolutionary
science. I hope you find this too!
My passion is to build-up believers for
outreach in the context of the challenges and opportunities afforded
by the information age, to develop gospel-friendly educational software at
the interface of faith and science and to centre on Jesus Christ as Lord
and Saviour and as the best foundation for
faith.
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